Woookaayy. Its been a while. I knw. Shuddup. So many have been happening. Lets just say.. Mr Im Too Full of Myself has been going in and outta my mind. A Lot. And he's driving me crazy. Literary. And he knws the fact. But he's purposely oblivious towards the whole thing. Tsk tsk babe. Wtv k

Dh

Im done

lovelove

thee

I cant believe im awake at this insane hour. 5.53am. Insane for ppl like me. Normal for ppl who goes out to work. Sigh. And why am I awake? I was studying. Well tried to.. More or less. Ok ok. Atleast I did try kan? Anyways at bout 4, I wanted to go to sleep. But before that, me the gatal bitch just have to check out my friendster. Sheesh. And dia msged. Woookaaay. And the next thing u knw. Pop. He's online. And so I thought I was happy to finally to be able to chat with him. Sadly.. no feelings whatsoever. Only sadness..And why is that Thee? Hell I have no idea. Its either I miss him like crap. Or its coz of the fact that this particular thought that has been annoyingly nagging me at the back of my head and tugging at my heart. Yes. Literary. Im not gonna tell u what. Coz its my *secret*. But yea. It keeps on popping at times acting like an annoying brat. Sigh. And the conversation flowed but it doesnt feel the same u knw. Somethings totally wrong somewhere..

Lets talk bout mr Im-Too-Full-Of-Myself shall we? Or maybe not? Nah. We shall. Coz he is another example of male species who loves to give us females complexes enough to last for 9 lifetimes. Unlike cats, we dont get the joy of being reincarnated or rebirthed into a new life. No. Im not a Buddhist so I couldnt possibly be born into a princess even if I pray like hell for it. But it doesnt hurt to try. Hah. Anyways. Back to mr Bitchy. Yea. And so he said he likes my friend. Right. And u want me to fall for it? Bitch I wont. Ur just fooling around with my mind coz thats what uve been doing to me since day one I got to knw u. Dont try to deny it. And the reason? Its coz I get on ur nerves. Out of this whole tres 'stressfull' ordeal, im obligated that u decided to keep me in mind enough to piss the hell out of me. And yes. U always succeed. Thats why the nickname k. After a few countless msgs u suddenly said u like me. Hah. Another bull. And when I dont quickly fall on my knees in happiness and feeling all delighted, u turn ur back and said it was a test. Oh hell mr. Ur so gonna get it from me. One day. But between me and u? It'll never happen. Coz ull be so busy watching ur back being a pain in everyones arses for u to care for another someone. For the time being? Ill be civil with u. Fullstop. And I knw u knw Ill be gone if u start being ur old self with me.

Actually. Theres lots more I wanna talk about. But this being a blog and becoz Im fuckin tired, I shall leave for another day. Which I dunno when la since Im going back campus today and exams in a few days. Sigh.. Wish me luck ppl.

Nite loves

xoxo

thee

I should be screwed eh. I mean. Whats the use of a blog if u never fill it in? Tsk tsk. So anyways. So many things have happened. Mr Egoistic has become Mr Fucking Screwed in the Brains. Well not really la. U knw how I love to exagerrate kan? So yea. Mr Ex Bf? Back in my life.. I think. Im still waiting for him to come back. Wtv. Time will tell. Hey u knw what? My blogging from being a proper blog is now macam a place where I talk bout my love life. Right. Not good. Not good at all. Who the fuck wanna knw who u like now sia? Sheesh. So ok. I finally weny clubbing. Yea. Finally's the word. Attica babe. Haha. Got in free k.  Yea baby. And yes yes. Got escorted by hot guys too. Now thats a plus. Harhar.Went with Elia and her friend and our friends from Spore. Twas fun. Not bad for a first time k.  Thanks Mohamed! (=

Finals coming up. Crap. Like really. Shoots. Im so not ready k. Damn. Alaaaa. I can do it la. I knw I could. Cheh. Talking bout scoring, wth am I doing at 2am in the morn blogging? And Thee uve been online since 11 k? Crackoe  But yea. I gotta type something out. Its beeen sooooo loooonnnggg . Apart of me cant wait for the hols. That means waking up late and staying up late and sleeping the whold day kinda thing. But hell am I gonna miss lepaking outside the cafe. The Bomb huh? Haha. Food sucks. Thank God they're eatable. If there is such thing. Hehe. Yea. Late night lepaking. Up until the Pak Guard come then we'll head back to our respectives dorms. Haha! Remeber Ziq? How many times had we lepak out so late I cant count  But lepaking out with friends have got to be the highlight of my day. Coz its just fun k. Those whose proper in their dorms always studying or staying up in their, eeewww. Kesian k. Tak la. Its just that, u gotta have friends when ur away from home you knw.. And Ive found great new friends. And Im happy that I have Sha Hafiz and Fanna with me. 

Anyways. That will be it for the day. I gotta ciou now. Gonna try and study japs. Ill blog in 2mrw. Nite loves.

my momma. her gorgeous sisters. me and my lil sister =)

saddam has grown so tall he beat his brother (= & alia's so pretty kan?

&. my sisters (=

& my fav aunt. She's pretty is she not? (=

xoxo

theelove

  I promised some photos kan? Nah see =))

Outside Rai's hse. It was supposed to be doa selamat k? And look at our dressing

&& Ems. Guess where are we? ahahaaha

Putrajaya Bridge bebeh

I LOVE MY OAZAAAIIIRR!!

Eh. Dah. I penat. Later some more. Muuuaaahh mmmuuuaaahhhh

 Fucking hell

I just did an entry k. And when I wanna save it, *poof* it went missing. Bloody annoying kan. And I araedy write nicely nicely pulak tau. Mr Ego sakitkan my hati semalam. And it was all a TEST!! He is so gonna get it. I mean he did la.. Somehow he brings the bitchiness out of me. Sigh.. But its fun. Macam tongue lashing practice gitu k. Can belajar be bitchy and sexy at the same time. Haha! But he's *aheeemm* nice jugak. Macam reply my msgs cepat also. Unless he's busy la. Which he wont tell u whether he is or not so u end up being quite worried. But u cant ask him coz ull only sound like a crazy gf. Tsk tsk. I did that mistake araedy. Bods nyer Thee   He 'conviniently' pointed it out to me la kan. Haaaaiiissshh. But he's fun also. EHH! Why am I talking bout him? Pfft.  Haha

Me and Ahmed? This is how it should be. And how it shall be.. I misses him much. But Ive got to let go..I cant marry him. I mean we are too young about this whole thing but imagine k? U dont even knw ur future.. How the hell u gonna be specific about anything.. Anything could happen in the next 2/3 yrs.. And if I was still with him.. and something happened, how will I feel at that time? Worse kan? And now if I think properly, I can marry him but I dont think Ill be able to adapt.. If Im with him mayb I can but nothing's for sure. His place is to conservative while Im more laid back and cool.. Betul x?

( I wonder where is Mr Sexy Eyes..)

Ehh Ehh Thee!! Stop thinking of him doofus. U dont like him remember? Thats RIGHT. I dont. I just love getting on his nerves. Even if he denies it ofcoz. Hahahaha. But I knw I do. And if he does get on mine, he knws but I wouldnt tell him. And his stupid principles on not saying sorry. HAH!. Wtv k Mr?

I dont have a picture of him yet. I mean I can steal it from his friendster or myspace but I dont want. He'll probably stop talking to me or wtv he think he's capable of. Oh and Sir? If u happen to read this though I doubt so, dont get mad k? No one knws how u look like. And no ones knws Im friends with u. So dont get all itchy bout this k?

 AHAHAHAHAHA! Its ur 'bro' Omarion. But this is the only pic that I can put up and i doubt ull allow me to put one on u.. So here it is

lovelove

thee :))